A Single Thought

Let's try to be good
Let me try to be better
Pet me not to try too hard
Set me down, cause it's too late

Closer it gets
Deeper it rips
Longer it stays
Bigger it blows

Let me break it
Break me with it
Don't know where to start
Don't wanna know how to end

What a precious life to be wasted
That I continuously lay to die
What a delicious way to be departed
That I victoriously smile to bye

Love to live
Tough to leave


Sukhee,

Miss me, ma

It is a letter that was in little girl's diary
It is a diary that was in lonely daughter's letter
It is her life, life edge, life view
It is her feeling, her thoughts, her rights and wrongs

Miss me, ma. Did you?
Kiss me, ma. Have you?

When i was little, i heard i was sick baby
Hope that wasn't the reason to leave me
Please miss me, ma.

Sorry if dad wasn't romantic enough
Maybe even shame if he didn't know us
Please miss me, ma.

I am four now, growing.
Still in orphan home, maturing
Please come to me, ma.

Miss me, ma. Did you ever?
Kiss me, ma. Have you ever?

I am 7 years old, time for school
Everybody's ma brings her kid to the school
But i am standing alone.

Today is my birthday, 17th birthday
And today is prom day, yes ma
All these years i've been waiting for you

Miss me, ma. Do you?
Kiss me, ma. Do you?

It's graduation day, college graduation
I am trying to put some dots in my life
Closing something opens new thing

Miss me, ma. Will you ever?
Kiss me, ma. Will you ever?

It's my wedding day, ma
First time and last time
I hate you so much

May I be better parent than you were
May I be real ma to my kids
Way better than you, i hope

Dismiss me, ma.
Just dismiss please
Orphanage was my ma
And will be ma

I became ma myself
She's beautiful...
I will never leave...


Sukhee,

My eye, my window

"Eye in me
Window in wall
Me seeing through window
Window in me"


I always find seat by the window
So i could enjoy the look
I often stand at the window
So i would observe the view

It gets me light of sun
It delivers me view of life
It gives me sadness, happiness
It shows me freedom, boredom

Anywhere I may locate that
Anyhow I may appreciate that

My eye is window
My window is eye
Let me open my window
Let me get through this wall

Right here I rest my mind
Seeing some mute images
Right or wrong, life goes on
Bringing the future to me

No sound, no emotion
Even if someone was crying
I wouldn't hear it

No perfection, no weakness
Even if someone was yelling
I wouldn't catch it

My eye is window
My window is eye
Let me open my window
Let me get through this wall


Sukhee,

Ask me and you

"I am pissed off brother
Really pissed off
I was born and raised in here
But i am pissed off.

Man, I've come to let you know
That only when you see it
Will you believe it.

That those who don't live to serve
Don't deserve to live
Because in this world of ours
That's the way to earn respect and power"
... from documentary movie "Dancing with the Devil"


I was angry, brother
Really angry
I was torn and left in here
Damn i was angry.

Man, I rang to let you know
That only when you opened it
Did you find it

That those who didn't live to fight
Did seem dead to live
Because in this world of secrets
That was the way to win

I'll be hungry, brother
Really hungry
Not physically though, mentally
So i will be hungry

For everybody's sake, I will drop to let you know
That whatever we will do to help
Would it be too late

That those who won't live to survive
Won't carry on to live
No more wonders about this world
That will be the only way.


Sukhee,

Seagull in the moon

"I am a lost bird
I am the bird that doesnt know where to fly

Now it is time to fly
Not knowing where to fly
Not knowing why to fly" ...from my very first poem "Lost Bird"



I am a lost bird
The bird that doesnt know where to fly
I am a toast soul
The soul that doesnt know what to pirsue

I am a race bird
The bird that wings fast, but misunderstands for what
I am an face soul
The soul that wants to lead, but forgets how to

I am a dream bird
Seagull bird that hopes to jet to the moon
I am a prim soul
Seagull soul that wants to fly over the moon

Sometimes take a good look at the moon
If you see black bird shape,
That would be me, Seagull the bird.

Sometimes have a good grip on the moon
If you see moving black spot,
That would be me, Seagull the bird.

I am lost bird
Want to fly around the world
I am a dream bird
Want to get to the moon


Sukhee,

Pride and pain

I yell out,
I am the Mongol

I am always proud for our history
What i've come through
I am always proud for our culture
Where i belong

I remind myself of Great Imperial time
We were rulers of big world
I rewind myself to real nomadic time
We were owners of big land

Then i yell out again
I am the Mongol

I feel sorry for ancestors' failure
What a war-ful time they had to go through
I feel sad for descendants' struggle
What a worry-ful time we are going through

I can't recall our arrogance any more
We are not the rulers of the world
I can't think of our land any more
We are welcoming others to dig it

There i cry out
I am the Mongol, again.

Explore it, mine it as much as you want
Take it, steal it as much as you want
Just leave my people a resource to cover the hole
Even if they took to fill the pocket

I felt very desperate this time
How awful is it to be poor
I wondered very silent this time
How long are we gonna survive

Now i whisper
I am the Mongol
There is no need of yelling any more.
Even if i did, what would be different


Sukhee,

Kiss the rain

RS 1
I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

CHORUS
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

VRS 2/3
I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

CHORUS

VRS 4
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

VRS 1

So why am I still here in the rain


Yiruma,

Friend

Let there be light in your mind
Make that light shine in your heart
Let the heart open you
Make you feel the friendship

Every single one is your friend
So be friendly with them
Each one of them is polite human
So be politely communicative

No, my friend, no
That someone is pulling your leg
Oh, my friend, oh
That someone is cooking your brain

I am the best appetite
Sometimes the worst attitude
Someday you like me a lot
Sometimes you hate me to death

Struggling to make the best of short life
I didn't bother to care about such things
Fighting to make the better life
I didn't pay attention to such people

Alone in cult of scars
Like an old wolf in the woods
Loner in world of wars
Like an angry warrior with swords

So real friend,

is noiseless voice
is useless choice
is nearest nurse
is rarest resource

is there for better and worse
is there for blame and compliment
is there for happiness and sadness
is there for weakness and strength

friend is priceless


Sukhee,

Sad Song

I'd sing a sad song
On my way back
I'd sing a sad song
On my day lack

I recall everything as if it was yesterday
From your eyes, your kiss, your tears
I treasure every word as if it was yesterday
From your heart, your soul, your love

I remember you as we went in seperate ways
That one had to leave, one had to stay
I picture you as we were together last time
That none of us wanted to leave, but one had to

Since then i feel empty
Life seemed to stop
Since when i like sad song?
Love sank in my heart

Let me whistle the sad song
Walking down the street
Feel me sing the same one
Seeking one's treat

I'd sing a sad song
On my way back
I'd sing a sad song
On my day lack


Sukhee,

One last time

Was cloud crying
Crying so hard, dropping its tears
Was I trying
Trying so hard, flopping my sears

She was departing
Leaving slowly, walking into the path
I was standing,
Holding up hopelessly, turning my back

We were splitting our way
We were living our life
We were regretting our first meeting
We were giving out our the last date

So long, enjoy your destiny
Let me hold you for one last time
So long, appreciate your future
Let you go off my hands for one last time

Dont remember the beginning
Surely do recall the ending
Dont recognize the loving
Certainly do spot the hating

For one last time
For one last time