Funny question. Who do you want to be in your life? Since kid time I used to have different answers when this question was asked. I still have different answers. What a loser. I want to be bank specialist, computer specialist, cell phone business owner, photographer or music creator. I heard a lot, you can be whoever you want to be. This saying covers a lot of hard work behind it, but I don’t seem to see it. What a blind loser. I’ve tried each one of my wannabes. I’ve failed to have life profession although I still practice them as a hobby. But it never came to my mind that I could connect some words to make some sense in different language than my original one. Reading makes you write whatever you want when you get lost or fall in love in books. Meanwhile I learnt meaning of expression “Loneliness is your best friend”, writing happened to be my hobby. No, I am not a writer, however I love doing it for myself. One night I went for a couple of drinks after I finished reading a book about firefighters in Bronx, NY during the 1970-ies (written by firefighter). That was when something hit me to pick up the pen and write. For the love of God, (i love this expression) first time in my life I sat down to write something other than simple letter. That’s how that adventure began for me, being so pleased to have it started. Also literature taught me a few lessons.
Important lessons I have learnt are:
- Finding how you keep yourself busy is more important than living an American dream
- Always remember where you come from and keep it to yourself, don’t bother talking about it
- There is no change, but there is control.
While listening to the crowd in the bars, restaurants, parties or public places, I pick up the favorite expression “You’ve changed”, ”You are different”. If we just behave the way other people expect us to be, then we will be likable or good fit into fake crowd. So I control myself and I expect myself to be a good fit.
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